Friday, April 1, 2011

Always Faithful

It seems to always be refreshing when you are able to let go of a situation and trust that God has it in his hands; to let God be God and stop worrying about it. TO RELINQUISH CONTROL AND WATCH GOD WORK!!!! He is always good, always faithful, always loving.

I have experienced this very recently with the accident I was involved in where I struck a bicyclist while I was driving a vehicle. It was a time where all I knew to do was to give the situation to God and watch him work. Living in question for a few weeks while I waited for an answer was nerve wracking. But God is always faithful. The police department finally was able to give me some information and tell me that the officers on scene could not determine who was at fault (me the driver or the other man, the bicyclist).

Like I said, He is always faithful. He worked the situation out for good. No citations. No one to blame.

While I was ecstatic to learn this, my heart still jumped at the thought of a lawsuit happening. I really don't feel like I have to worry though. Whatever happens, I know that God will be faithful and that He will be a part of it.

I have no reason to doubt or worry, because HE is always faithful.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Be Still and Know That I Am God--Psalm 46:10a

Right now I am asking lots of questions about circumstances in my life. A few nights ago (March 12th) I was driving and I ran into a man on a bicycle. So many emotions and thoughts ran through my head as I got out of the vehicle and saw the police officer radioing for help. My life is going to change drastically, I thought, I need Your help right now Lord! as I prayed for the man I had just struck.

So many questions arose. What happened to the guy? Is he okay? Will I be determined to be at fault? Will I get sued? What could I get sued for? Should I go to the hospital to find him? How long will I have to wait to find out all these answers?

Fear of the unknown when you have to wait can be crippling. It can hold you down. But the perfect love of God casts out all fears and frees us, enables us, helps us to live on in the midst of the giants we face. As I was driving today, an often used phrase came over the airwaves of the radio on Air1 as I started to think about the accident. “Be still and know that I am God...” It caught me off guard, but I knew it was for me at that moment.

The truth is, I can’t really do anything to help the situation at this point. I can wonder and worry about it all I want, but it won’t really help. All I can do is pray and give the situation to God, give Him control, and trust in His promise that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him. In the midst of this giant that I face, I need to surrender in order to know that God is in control as the Master of the Universe, because I can only do so much. I need to let God be God in this situation.

Lord, I give You control of this situation. Take it all away from me. I trust that You know what You are doing and You are in control. There is nothing more that I can do, except to give this to You and trust in Your love. Amen.

Psalm 46:1-2, 7, 10a, 11 “God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea... The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress... ‘Be still and know that I am God’... The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.”