Thursday, July 15, 2010

Uh Oh... Oh No!!!!!!

Guys, there's a big problem... I don't know how it came about. I've been noticing it in my life the past few days. It kinda snuck up on me.

I really don't know what to do except get it out in the open.

The water in my toilet is coming out purple when I flush it. Is something wrong? Please help!

Friday, July 2, 2010

Deja Vu Dreams

So I've been thinking a lot lately. I have dreams a lot. In these dreams I see little clips playing of someone saying something to me or doing something. Then, randomly, they will actually happen in real life and sometimes months later. I've wondered a lot what they mean... if God is trying to say something to me... how I should react to them... if I should try and respond exactly the same way they happened in my dreams...

I had talked a bit about these happenings with some people. One friend named Natalie offered the thought, "Maybe Jesus is trying to tell you that He speaks to you." Maybe Jesus is trying to tell me that. I know that He does, and that He loves me. I guess that leading up to graduation and thereafter I questioned whether I should stay in Redding, or if God had something greater for me to do in another place. I almost feel as if God has been leading me through these dreams. Telling me that I'm exactly where I should be, because I question. I've been having these sorts of dreams for the past four years, and they have become more frequent in the past 4 months or so.

A few weeks ago, before I even met my supervisor, I had a dream of him telling me that he would rather tell me strait up what his expectations were instead of beating around the bush and having hidden expectations that I would have to figure out. Last night, it happened exactly as I remember from my dream.

This has been amazing to me. As God leads me in this journey, I hope to remain faithful to the life He has called me to live. It is comforting to know that I am exactly where He wants me to be.